lil space of QUEENb

Thursday, July 16, 2009Y

we walk and walk.

I HEAR YOU LAUGH
AND I LOVE THAT SMILE
the sky is gold
woohooo!

im kind of miss my face in my blog.
& i still prefer my eyes to be round! (:

other than some other sad moments,

i really love my week

and i will be loving it more till sunday.

friday- dinner with thaiaccentbuddy@thaiaccent

saturday- NDP+ enhua's birthday celebration

sunday- should be fruitful too.

tell me the truth,

I LOOK LOCAL RIGHT

I LOOK LIKE A SINGAPOREAN RIGHT

WHY ARE PEOPLE ASKING IF IM A LOCAL

LIKE 3 TIMES IN 2 DAYS! OHHH MAN!

and i seriously think that it's not something to be happy about

because 1 bad egg says "china arh!"

mainland somemore okay!

NO! IM A PURE BORN SINGAPOREAN however made in japan !

OH MAN!

i want to change my specs.

because all those who webcam with me,

says that i look nerdy and geeky!

oh god!

rahhhh

and i watch ICE AGE already

NEXT HARRY POTTER!

WOOTS

and happily, i skipped school on wednesday

becaue there's only tutorial and Landscape Design class

and i don't attend LD

so xianglin and i went to sing K

it's been so long since i last sang in KBOX!

ooops (:

ANDDDDD. . . . .

someone who can be my uncle or if luckier my dad

ask for my number CAN OR NOT!

wha lau!

here is the story:

miss xianglin was late, and i was waiting for her

20 mins past, and still waiting

so practially, i pace up and down the station

and thennnn, on the right hand side of city hall station,

there's map section

so i was there studying the map with my earpiece on

AND

the uncle came along

and " hello hello hello!"

i was like WEIRD, and i thought he want to ask me something

so i was like " yes? "

and he said " hello, ARE YOU SINGAPOREAN? i think you look very pretty! ( URGH! ) "

" thanks "

" i think you look like my friend's sister. " ( isn't that an old pick up line! )

and he ask me abou suntec tower 3 and ask if im lost and blah blah blah

lastly,

" can i have your number, so i can ask you out for tea? "

"sorry, im attached! " ( when im not! )

i didn't make things up to praise myself! it's like so ridiculous okay

i would rather choose some handsome hunk, not an uncle who can be my dad!

and today, another auntie i meet in the bus asked if im singaporean again and asked me to believe in god! ( GOD, WHY I ALWAYS MEET WEIRD PEOPLE! )

and and another guy helping out for singapore tourism board, want to do a survey and ask

IF IM LOCAL!

SOS!

today:

after hortpark

vivo-ed

bought lots of cheap things

and the most exciting about today is that both of us bought things which is on sale and it's nice!

gosh!

and xl went off

and jason came to meet me! woohooo

he's not hungry, no prawn mee

ben&jerry instead

i actually bang my head against the stupid glass wall

and he snatched my magazine SO GAY! lalalalala.

left for home next. and him, driving lesson

i disturb him the whole 1 hour with straw and my tickles

hahahaha, inside joke.

he is so cute la. ahahaha

he must pass his driving tmr! cos im not going to drive you woman!

good luck!

XOXO

im so elated today <3

ends at 8:30 PM

Wednesday, July 15, 2009Y

scoobyscoobydoooo!
years ran, weeks skipped and days walked
someone told me to treasure everything now and take things one pace at one time because im 18
god! im 19 already
and soon soon 20 is reaching out for me!

urgh, im not going to school again
no point
and im woken up by the stupid cold and muscle cramp
whyyy cramp
whyyy disturb my sleep
urgh.

im elated that everything in my life is consider smooth now
though i still have got my unlucky moments
but things are getting closer to the heart.

awwww, iphone iphone here i come <3333

XOXO
R

ends at 10:18 AM

Tuesday, July 14, 2009Y

IPHONEIPHONEIPHONE

oh my god oh my god oh my god

guess what,
today in my daddy's car after our trip to ahmama's house
he suddenly asks me about iphone
and i says i want it, and he promise me before.
wooohoooo.
and im so going to get it this time
BECAUSE HE AGREED
AND ASK MUM TO SWIPE HIS CARD FOR IT!

neineinibooobooo
im not jealous of youuuuuuu wuuuu anymore erin!
hahahahahahaha.

woohoooo

XOXO
R

ends at 11:39 PM

okay,
school is so idiotic.

even my awesome saturday must be taken up by LANDSCAPE WORKSKILLS!
8-530 somemore

although it's only for a day
im still damn unhappy about it,
because my lecturer diao me!
arghhh
i still think he is one of the most wonderful lecturer.
urgh

ends at 12:26 PM

im so going to muffin on wednesday for somebody on thursday
hope it goes well and well.

woohooo. . .
im finally meeting this group of friends for dinner in thai accent.
it's been so long since i met them okay!
super miss all of them.
it's always the case that im the only girl there
im so going to dress like a boy!
HAHAHAHA

XOXO
R

ends at 12:43 AM

Monday, July 13, 2009Y

RANT AND MORE RANTS

why am i so unlucky today
or should i say im so loaded with stuffs just in one morning
less than 30 mins okay
1. i saw jianlong ( my classmate ) and he told me about what we're suppose to do for 1 of the module- project management which is a groupwork.
so xianglin sweet enough to suggest to do with me, without moon and mingyi i feel like a lost sheep, super lost. right, we're suppose to look for 2 real life contractors to get some of their quotation. siao la! the lect thinks half of the singaporeans are contractor is it, so easy to find meh!

2. jianlong didn't want to share and exchange his informations. whatever la, poly people are always selfish. ( lucky after discussing with her, i discovered that her uncle is a contractor and my aunt is a contractor too! ) DONE

3. great, and cerlyn ( another classmate ) text me suddenly to inform me that we're going to present later on. and im like " WHAT! " they didn't want to present last week, and suddenly less than 4 hours before the class they wanna to present? another siao case! and guess what, she just sent the ppt just before she text me okay. and they change what im suppose to say, " so hello, is it my part or your part! " urghhh

ANGRY

andddandddd
wind blow and a branches hit me. so many people walk past also, why me!

and i look funny and weird meh, why the guys laugh at me when im about to open my mouth to speak for today's morning class presentation! SIAO SIAO SIAO!

and fyp meeting got cancel! eeeyerrr

whatever it is, im full now. and im kind of done with my ranting.

siao day!

ends at 12:21 PM

woohoo

ever ready for camera!

drenched, cos it was raining cats and dogs yesterday!

but we totally enjoyed it

" im singing in the rain "

woo hooooo

ends at 12:14 AM

Sunday, July 12, 2009Y

BURPPPP

im so full
after so many days and weeks, finally have a full day
a full day filled with foodssss (:

did i mention that i think my body is sick
after 1 whole day of ndp, i slept at 1am
& i can wake up at 630am to reply texts, stare at the ceiling
& then cough + feel like vomitting!
and back to sleep
but im okay now!

WOOHOOO, I SKYPED WITH ERIN SWEET HEART TODAY
WOOOHOOO, IM ON THE PHONE 3,4 TIMES WITH XIANGLIN TODAY
WOOOOHOOOOO, IM SO EXCITED ABOUT THURSDAY
AND SO NERVOUS ABOUT FRIDAY!
ohhh man

XOXO
R

ends at 10:53 PM

hahahaha! i think this picture super look like swollen lips!

okay, life is back on track again

and im excited about the progress ( though i might have 2 presentation tmr aye! )

can you believe it, yesterday i wore smart 4 ( or something like that )

before most guys did. like you you and him. hahaha

and im still so excited over it

&mum is nagging at me for my oh-you-are-so-clever mindset!

cos she has got to wash it.

ahahaha.

i will find a chance and take a picture of me in it and post it up!

hohohoho!

when i walk past people with that uniform, my friends couldn't even recognise me at all. some other people even stared at me or even smiled at me. awww.

josiah says i don't look smart at all ):

xiangling and rest called me madam :D

jason says i look pretty in it! ( so sweet, awww :) )

ian looked damn surprised!

other nsf that i know kept lauging for don't know what sake! urgh!

credit to : jj chong ( because he lend me his uniform! ) WOOHOO

and i gave myself a reward by having a massage!

ahem, i was actally undergoing all those pain during massage because i overwork my body! ):

XOXO

ends at 4:05 PM

Friday, July 10, 2009Y

whao, i can't believe i let myself spend like crazy lady.
and this is my recent intake.
woohooo

ends at 2:33 PM

GUST OF WIND!
when i thought im in, im actually out.
i know what im doing, and i never regret all my decisions made.

"Why?Why do people start to realise things only when they are gone?
You know, to me loving someone is not about how much you know this person, but is how much you understand his person. Because you can know everything about this person, but you never understand this person at all. Then, end of the day, what’s the point.People don’t fall in love with what you do, but is who you are that makes them fall in love with you.
Genuine, Sincere, honest."

and i got this from one of the female bloggers. and i think that it's so true.

pace too fast, but im glad i never totally put myself in. so ive got time to drag myself out.
idk if im doing the right thing. but i only know i should be content.

ends at 2:02 PM

everybody seems to be changing
and i seem to be the only one remaining at the same point
holding on to what i think.

i used to have this thinking that i want to party all night long
with all my friends and enjoy the years of being a teenager
but i never had a chance to do that
maybe family, maybe because of who i really am deep inside

and because of all these partying issues,
i really did had some arguements with a friend whom im really close with
but i think we're not already
because deep down, she has already change, no matte how hard i tried to ignore all her problems.

just, i saw another girl's pictures
and she's doing all these partying matters
no more jeans and t-shirt
no more sneakers
no more languages
more makeup
more skimmy clothing
and more escapes
whaooo, she changed like over night!
and im stunned

really, sometimes i hope i can be like them
lie to my parents and party all night long.
but i can't
and i really hope, that time will change and they will be back to normal
just a nod or smile might just work

how sad

ends at 12:21 AM

Thursday, July 09, 2009Y

hola!

im masking again
and i need to be in class by 9am and im still sitting infront of the tebbie
and toda my phone away.
aww man!
i think im a bad student!

ohman, i can't think of a solution now
let's things take it nature then.

XOXO
R

ends at 11:42 PM

waves after waves
storm after storm
i caused all the troubles myself!

scold that eyes and heart of mine

ends at 12:44 AM