hello diary.
Im feeling, tired.
Just a simple word is not in fact right to describe how i feel. Maybe worst than terrible.
I thought everything's gonna be so much better now. Because i've been enlightened.
But in fact, it's never the case.
I told tingsin how i felt.
I told mum how things are.
I wanna call wd, but he's asleep by the time im home. (gosh, finally you're done with projects)
Can i just please punch something and scream my lungs out to the sea?
I caught 2012 just.
Was really into the movie.
It's was more than marvellous.
The everything and all.
Wow!
Really, i was thinking.
If world really end, all i wanna do is to call and speak to those i really love. And die.
If i had a chance to stay alive, without my family and friends, i rather die with them.
I realise from the movie that,
death is nothing serious or scary?
And money is not going to save your asses.
Ah huh, it might makes the world go round and improve the economic, but it's not really going to save you when the world is down.
You can't use the money and make into a gignatic titanium or whatever ship right.
So i would say, those moments of happiness and memories are really impt.
So what if you earn so much,
But when you mess everything up with your family and anything else,
Wouldn't i call that a loser?
Why live each day without being love?
I felt being loved each day.
Looking at how hard my dad try to survive and survive just for us,
Makes me feel awesome.
Looking at how sweet my mum prepared my lunch made me feel loved.
Money without spending it with family members are such a gigantic piece of shit!
Even ice cream and cool weather cannot extinguish that fire and heat in me.
I never felt so hating .... so much.
maybe when i wake up the next morning, i will feel better.
ohmigod! I never hold my anger that long, right after ice cream!
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